February 2012
I miss how things used to be, so much.
ughhhhh fuck you
i dont know if i can do this anymore, this is my best chance
I can’t do this anymore, I can’t talk, I can’t do it
I know my mother wished she got a fuckin abortion She don’t even love me like she did when I was younger Suckin on her chest just to stop my fuckin hunger I wonder if I died, would tears come to her eyes? Forgive me for my disrespect, forgive me for my lies
I swear to God I just want to slit my wrists and end this bullshit Throw the Magnum to my head, threaten to pull shit And...
January 2012
I am so lost
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i always get so scared of coming home from holidays to find that everything has changed and no one cares.
i dont want to feel like this anymore
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Wherever I sat—on the deck of a ship or at a street café in Paris or Bangkok—I would be sitting under the same glass bell jar, stewing in my own sour air.
why am i so ungrateful, why cant i ever be happy?
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I got pictures, I just don’t see it anymore Climbing hour upon hour through a total bore With the one I keep, where it never fades In the safety of a pitch-black mind An airless cell That blocks the day Oh well, okay
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I know that you cannot, no one, no thing can deliver up that place, or that path, but what can I do with my pitiful passions, if they are no use, on the surface of everyday life, if I cannot look to survive, except by dying, going beyond, entering into the state, metallic and slumbering, of primeval flame?
Anonymous asked: They're coming to you for no other reason than the fact that you DESERVE them :) it's a fact. And if you feel as though your actions make you undeserving, then consider this new year a vehicle of changing those actions. Bur honestly, youre wonderful as you are and you deserve all the live in the world, of that I'm sure.